So, to You--I am very, very sorry. Heartbroken really. I will learn from this.
And have you entirely forgotten the encouraging words God spoke to you, His children? He said, "My child, don't ignore it when the Lord disciplines you, and don't be discouraged when He corrects you. For the Lord disciplines those He loves, and He punishes those He accepts as His children."--Hebrews 12:5,6